The Faith is my life
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- Created: Wednesday, 30 July 2014 04:14
- Published: Wednesday, 30 July 2014 04:11
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I was born and raised in a Bahai family in Malaysia. I am a 3rd generation Bahai. I realized that I was different when I was about 13 years old. When I found out that I was attracted to someone of the same sex, my whole world came crashing down. I was devastated and heartbroken because I couldnt accept the fact. I was scared. I grew up believing that homosexuality was a disease and can be cured.
{josquote}I prayed to God to send me someone to talk to and He did.{/josquote}Every day I prayed and asked God to make me normal. He seemed to answer all my other prayers except this one. I became confused. I cried a lot, sometimes crying myself to sleep. I asked God why me? but He never told me the reason. I had nowhere to turn or talk to.